Ever wonder what would happen if you went back to where you ran from? That is my constant thought it seems and I’m slowly preparing myself mentally and physically for it. I have never been one to like working out on purpose, for work or horses it is no problem but to get the motivation to go to the gym everyday I have realized is hard. But on the other hand sweating after a good workout feels so good, especially now that I know that I am taking care of my body. And that..that makes me excited to go back because part of me has changed and I am looking forward to seeing my friends again maybe even the one that confuses the shit out of me. I”m just excited because I can see the change in me everyday and I know I’m working off what I will be drinking that weekend.